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Friday, March 31, 2006
something very funny happen today! cos it was raining, i was walking to bugis to meet emi babe. den i caught sight of someone falling down. as in back fall. den i take a look. and when the guy saw me looking at him. he called out (he haven stand properly yet, and his friend trying to save him) "小姐！等一下！" as i caught sight of his donation booklet, i quickly shook my hand and try to walk away. den he (stand properly liao, his friend save him!) sae " 对不起！你太美了,所以我才会跌到！" OMG! 他未免太敬业乐业了吧？he is really desperate for donation? lolz. in the end i walk off lah. hahaha. no money to donate. lolz! ************************************* went to tp graduation show today. the pieces were actually very nice. it is much better den wad we had seen in the school collection. n browse thru their work, alot of things inside! my god! that is wad i am gg to do in yr 3 fyp. wish me luck! hahaha. but are inspired by some of the collections. den went shopping with hq, winnie n emi. n of cos, complaining abt a selfish person. pui! ************************************* was talking to emi with a big 感触。。。 like explaining the past in details. with a more clear mind. i seems to be able wad had happened in the past, n also realise where my heart belong. and the differences in the 眼神。。。 i think 眼神 plays a very impt role in a relationship. 我很喜欢看别人的眼睛，因为眼睛是灵魂之窗。。。 看着别人的眼睛，我似乎能感受到他的情感。。。 Egg egg很少用很深情的眼神望着我。多数是在他受到伤害时，流露出受伤的眼神。不然就是在他很想我很想我的时候。。 在不然就是他想保户我的时候。 很喜欢看到这种眼神跟着我，因为它让我又被爱的感觉。。。 Thursday, March 30, 2006 *I you can't see the words, go to view, encoding, select unicode. 我希望一直在你的怀抱里。。。 不想离开。。。 我们会一辈子这样走下去的。。。 ********************************* 我还刚刚跟我的学弟说话。。。他说我好像跟我现在的男朋友很久了。。。 我说一年多了呀。。。 他说时间好快啊。。。 感觉好像三年了。。。 我说人越老呀， 时间会觉得越过越快。。。 好像一眨眼就过了。。。 然后，我就感触很深的告诉他。。。 老了也会越来越忧郁。。。当你考完了O' level, 你就会想要读什么课程。。 那当你在那可怕的课程时，你就会想“我的选择是对的吗？我因该做什么？” 然后，当你在实习时，你就会想，我以后真的要做这样的工作吗？ 然后，你在yr 3时，你就会想，惨了！我到底毕业后要读书或是做工呢？ 那又要读什么， 做什么工？如果读书，那我在毕业后，我真的指导我要做什么吗？ 人生的目标又是什么？ 天啊！救救我吧！我到底在想什么？ 以前，就很希望快点升学，快点交男朋友。 升学了，反而越来越不高兴。交了男朋友，又觉得不了解他。在那时候，就希望能和那时的男朋友一直在一起。。。 可是，到了最后，他给了你最荒唐的理由分手。也弄得你一头雾水，不知道他是真的有爱过你， 还是一切都是儿戏。然后认识了一些不把你当朋友却假装是你朋友的朋友。然后知道人家在利用你或是冤枉你，却不说出口。 我想这是人生的悲哀吧，就是这些难关，让我们的人生活得精彩。 我一直给我自己的鼓励就是要切记，走到桥头自然直。就重要的时，白天的转弯是黑夜，黑夜的转弯是白天。没有走到尽头的时候， 只有撑不撑下去的时候。 ********************************* 我很爱他。因为他把阳光带进了我的心，让我再次相信。我可能说我不信他，其实我很相信他。 我爱你！你听见了吗？
Tuesday, March 28, 2006 i am so sick of being accused wrongly. it has always been like tat. esp by adults (a 19 yr old girl not consider as an adult bah.) . it seems like they will be always Right. in this sip company. i am wrongly accused alot of times. unlike other side jobs i did. i cant show my anger too much. yucks. i really hate it. cant wait for it to be over.. there was this once, an auntie took photo of sample using the d-cam. as the d-cam is shared. and dunno wad happen. the photos are deleted off. den like a mad woman, she ask ard. den when she came to me she ask me if i deleted the photos. i told her no. den she continue with issit. and i reply a ya politely. and she sae, if nxt time want to delete photos must ask first. FUCK. wad is worse is when the lady i am attached to , she: if next time the cam is full or sth, must ask them if they still need the photos or not. me: i didnt delete. she: ya. i noe u didnt delete. i just remind u. FUCK. Ta ma de. i am really angry lor. because this is not the first time. but this is the worse. i had been ren shen tun qi for so long. damn it. and i got no choice but to go on. n till this day. i am still bearing with all these nosense. i can still remember so many times. at work especially. a promoter from a lingerie brand accuse me of not scanning her id when i did scan her id but did not scan her id for other items tat she did not serve (the purpose of ID is for commission.) and she make a din at my counter and keep on wanting to touch my counter (pls lah. counter got moeny duh. if money lost is she paying?) den she even went to my chief cashier there to complain. yes. she is an AUNTY .. -.-''' a stupid malay girl sae tat i am slacking when she did not ask me to do things. n i wasnt even slacking. because tat i onli work in weekends, i am not sure abt wad they are doing. if she need help, she can jolly well ask me. not scold me. at that time i had been working continously for wks without rest. a few moment later they ask me to pass things to another outlet. i ran down the shopping center to cry. i am wishing tat someone is there for me. i am wishing someone to bring me away. so sian. i think i am not gg to go on. 说没完的，太多太多的故事。。。 令人回想起来就觉得人很可怕。。。 我每换一个环境，就越来越害怕接触人。。。 真的不知道要怎么样应付人。。。 希望就这样睡去。。。 一辈子不要醒过来。。。 Monday, March 27, 2006 heh heh... new blog. new blogskin. wanted to change address very long le. heh heh. cos that i really dun understand got some bu zhi ming wu ti reading my blog. n i really dunno who reads my blogs. thus. to gossip more. i changed my blog address. n u guys are the honoured ones to read my blog~ wahahhaahahaha~ ** egg is really dumb. i was on MSN at his house. when min min msn pop up, egg saw her display pic. and he said, " haha! jiemin heart no ming da liao." den when i ask y. he told me tat jiemin display pic nv put ming da. -.-''' yeah right. den i told him " my heart also no U." haha cos my display pic is my ZHI lian photo~ gosh~ i love myself~ egg! u are dumb! |
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