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Monday, May 29, 2006
恋爱，恍若你不曾受伤。。。 看到朋友恋爱，受伤。 可是有时候，真的没有对与错。其实是看站在哪一方去想。。。 这几天好像是恋爱的大浪~连我和那个臭蛋也一样。。。 不想告诉任何人，因为懒得跟人去解释为什么我会生气。。。 （有的时候是因为我也觉得是自己无理取闹。。。只是不愿意去承认罢了。。。 :P ) 受伤因为爱。。。 但也为了爱去原谅。。。 我只希望有些女生应该自制点。。。 去想想如果你自己的男朋友跟别人说话时，那个一直用亲匿的方式跟你的男朋友说话，试问你有何感想？这不是信不信赖的问题。而是对女朋友的尊重。。。 也请朋友自制点。。。 不要再不了解别人的情况下，下定论。。。 人不可貌相。。。 （有些事发生了一段时间了。。。 但却也无法忘怀。。。） 恋爱不要怕受伤。。。 勇敢地去爱。。。 因为你不知以后会发生什么事。。。 也不知你会不会在遇见这样爱你，或你这样爱的人。。。 Friday, May 26, 2006 Mama went to shanghai le! for 4 months! sobx! All of us were like unwell yesterday... Aloy and Shandy sore throat I got tummy pain! I seldom got this kinda pain when I am having my period. this time round~ it is really pain! I think i veri boh liao also... I go and tell bin bin and Aloy... Their reaction is as fellow... Binbin: Wa , u take care take care go c doc again ? eat yr mechine ? u alone at home ? Aloy: eh.. eat chocolate? I really think Aloy watch tv too much... hahaha~ But i think eating chocolate doesnt really help... haha... and GUESS what?!? i met Aloy at the Bus Stop and he gave me Ferrero Rocher! How sweet~ At least i noe there are still ppl concern abt me~ muahahahaha~ We ate STEAMBOAT at mama hse! very nice~~ esp soup~ We went on Craping and Eating... and helped mama in packing her lugguage... lolz! took out abit of stuff which is abit unneccesary... and i Squeeze in as much as possible... lolz! and went on nagging mama almost the same things as her mum! Mama, i thk we swtich role bah! wahahaha... Sth very sweet abt her brother~ her brother really dote on her alot! REALLY! how i wish i had an elder Brother... instead of a kiddo brother~ whaahaha... It is like u can really feel that her brother dote on her and will miss her soo much from the way he talk and the actions... He lent mama his camera which i think cost a quite abit and push to her e memory card he got... awwwww~ dun u wish u hav a brother? Can also tell her mum and dad really like mama haven go jiu miss her le... T.T Mama friends from Poly also send her off from the airport... and they brought her a pillow (we brought her a piglet Bloster, luckily she didnt bring...) and a water bottle and a purse... so sweet of them~  Pics of us in the airport~ Mama~ we will really miss u... Awaiting for Sept. *************************************** Egg: I want to throw u away. I dun wan u le... Neng neng: ok~ but at least u wait until i lend u money to bang kok le den u throw me away lah.. Hahaha... Now u noe Men are STUPID. whaahhahaha... *************************************** Was at my bro sch for PARENTS MEETING SESSION. and I am the Parent. hahaha... Thursday, May 25, 2006 It's 23:49 when i felt really sad and i really need someone to pei and talk to me. even if it is not talking abt the real problem, it will help to get me away from all those cryings. Thanks to Aloy who came down to coffee shop to pei me despite he had jus reach home and juz bathed. It is juz an sms for him to come down. And he listen to me Crap. listen to me Cry. and got bitten by Mosquito! it's also because of the Mosquito tat i wanted to go home. And all he sae is "Lame" =.= Anyway, it is So Sweet of Him to acc me in the middle of the nite! Awwwww~ becareful aloy, i may juz fall in love with u !! whahahahaha Oh! And he offer to send me home too! *Blow is not typo error. its a secret joke btwn me, aloy and shandy. wahahaha! ************************************* I can believe any other group will ask me to do sth for them when it is not my business at all. Dun people know i am Busy? ************************************* 不是我不想去理解你。。。 但是，我已经很努力的试着习惯。。。 最后换来一边心啐。。。 你的每一句话像针一样刺进我的心。。。 累了。。。 Tuesday, May 23, 2006 Mama is gg to shanghai for OVERSEAS INTERNSHIP PROGRAMME! so good! but she will be going for 3 months! I am gg to miss her~ T.T... *I might be gg to Bangkok for study! anione went to bangkok before can tell me how much does it cost for 4 nites air flight and accomodations? sigh! I think the main problem will be money! where am i gg to get the money? alot of people will sae save up! but how to save when ur family doesnt have even enuff to go by each month with all those expenses inccured? there is so much hidden cost within a household! esp unexpected cost like specs spoiling, mainteniance for certain household stuff. ******************************************* I dun think i should give other people things tat i had done when they do Nothing at all! STILL GOT THE CHEEK TO ASK FROM ME SOMEMORE! CRAPS! Monday, May 22, 2006  Breakfast make by Egg before my school! Very Feng fu! I wish I can have breakfast everyday! and i miss sleeping in egg arms... T.T Sunday, May 21, 2006 How would you Feel if this happens to your poor plants? * Note: Disgusting scene which may cause neuseas  Sanitary Pad with BLOOD!  Pampers and Wrappers of Sanitary pad. PUKES! This is our my dear neighbour treat my poor plant. I really want to cry for my poor plant. Not to mention some Cleaner found some clothes or undies or whatever, place it on top of my POOR PLANT. in the end, the plant is save by my mum who saw the incident... and threw the clothes or undies back to the floor. BUT the cleaner put it back again! DO YOU FEEL LIKE SCREAMING?!? ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Invitation to Aranda Country Club! For our Baby Anna First Month Birthday!
I am so Happy today egg pei me go! actually he dun wan to go one cos he think he is not well dressed... but he still went.. I am happy cos i really miss my nieces and newphews and cousins! and i really want to go... but at the same time, i miss egg too even though i spend so much time with him! time is never enuff. I think my nieces all forget my name. As i was walking along the corridor, gg back to the room... my Nieces and cousins were walking out, i didnt see em because it is too dark... i was so shock because i tot y some kids run to hug my legs! hahaha... Den i saw is them... and cute little nicole told me, Yee Yee! I REMEMBER YOU! SO CUTE RIGHT? but when i ask them wad is my name... they told me Yee Yee ZEBRA... T.T I am not Debra! T.T ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
My bestest Friend in school! Mrs小毛毛! 性感小野猫! HongYing 姐姐！ Headquarter ! Big Green Leaf! Not to Mention~ I LOVE EGG EGG! Friday, May 19, 2006 Finally it's over! T.T  Wednesday, May 17, 2006 不爽！！！ 我不是神仙。。。 讨厌一切！根本不想管！学着如何去拒绝！ Sunday, May 14, 2006 i am mentally and physically drained. zzz. it is because of this module i have. events management. fcuk. and for all the worse scenario. i am made suayly the manager. how i wish somebody will do this dirty job. like handle the people asking me the question that i dunno and handling the Money and doing extras jobs other den the home work given! dealing people is enough to drain out of me. pissed off. and my egg is throwing his temper easily with me. not as he used to treat me!!! with all these it is enuff to make me crazy for the wk. ** maybe i might be too unreasonable. Meow! Friday, May 12, 2006 I was reminded of this stupid incident... because my email acct is xin er... thus.. egg thought my name is xin er... when we were together for ard 1 mth plus, i asked him wad is my chinese name... he sae,"xin er" =.= lucky he didnt realise my chinese name after 1 yr. hahahah~ Thursday, May 11, 2006 其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子在冲他们发火后自己却转过身不断啜泣。 其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子从来不会真正生他们的气，因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。 其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子只会对她自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨，也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。 你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会来在乎你关心她，她是怕你做错事情。 你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会对你发火，不会冲你撒娇，不会让你哄她 --因为在别人面前她都是淑女。 你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，即使让她生气也不会超过2天！而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她…… 于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁就她…… 于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎她…… 于是，你们总莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福……要知道，凄美依然是美的一种，并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑，那是更加的美~ 因为她喜欢你，所以才偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。 因为她喜欢你，所以才会生你的气；而又是因为喜欢你，她才不会去生气那么久。 你可知道，每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，很容易就碰伤摔碎。 你可知道，每个女孩子都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的心，走的时候却只留下伤害！ 她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，因为真正值得让她哭的那个人根本舍不得让她哭…… 她会很矜持，她会很骄傲，她会很冷淡，她总是嘴里说着“你走开”，心里却一直叫你留下。请竖起你的耳朵，也请打开你的心，去听她内心真正的呼唤吧，而不是她嘴里的口是心非！ 她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身；当侧身而过的时候，你看不见她的泪，那是滂沱在心里的泪~ 如果你喜欢她，请多陪陪她； 如果你喜欢她，请多宠宠她； 如果你喜欢她，请多让让她…… 如果你真的喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是一种呐喊！请你张开臂膀拥抱她！ 在爱情世界里，你们总是彼此伤害着，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈，爱到轰轰烈烈！可是，爱情没有孰对孰错，更没有你比我多我比你少的概念。你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够，不要试图让彼此受伤，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。你们彼此相爱需要的是温暖、是幸福、是甜蜜、是快乐，而不是伤害。不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，更不要什么话都不讲就漠然离去。 要知道，当你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光……越是安静，战火就越传，这是冷战，也是彼此的伤害。无论以后怎么的复合，那些伤口是曾经存在的，是你怎么也抹不去的…… 请给她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠、转身的无声安静。请记住，相爱的人不要宣战，因为带来的伤害超出你的预计。 也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没什么是你接受不了的，只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。那么她所有的小性子、所有的坏脾气、所有的臭毛病在你眼里都是撒娇。 也请记住，她喜欢你，需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着的也不是她真心话。她只是想你宠她，想你抱她…… Sunday, May 07, 2006 I can nv sleep well. cos it will be either I have to wake up early. If not, my mum will come in to my room and scold me when i am slping. she is always saying my room is messy. so there is no pt i keep. cos if my room is always messy, no matter how i keep also messy. i gave up on tat. Now she come to the extend of saying, how can I be a Mother next time. =.= I dun remember telling her i am getting married soon. I really dun understand y she have to bring in everything, like saying i nv do hse work how to be other ppl wife. and i dun understand y housework, cooking and stuff have to be done by the wife. since the wife will be giving birth, which is a painful process, the husband should do every other thing. even if the couple is not haveing a child, if the wife is working, i feel that it is only fair to share the burden. Y do females have to shoulder more burden? whatever it is, it is an unknown if i am getting married or not. let alone being a mother. i may be single or become other ppl mistress. i think mistress dun need to do housework. =) 福滿人間 Wok Of Live I love this show~ kekex .. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Egg egg done two things i am abit proud of. ABIT only. 1. Teaches me pyschology~ i am blur abt this cds i am taking as i didnt go for the first lecture, absolutely dunno wad to study... He read up the book and notes abit. den he teach me abit. whahahaha. 2. Drove a pick up~ this pick up is quite hmm.. Big. i think. my dad let him drove it cos i want to grab things from his hse. at first when he start the engine, and drove out of the parking space.. i regretted wanting to sit his car... cos he drove in a jerky way~ -.- as it goes on to the road, he drove more smoothly. PHEW~ when he drove me home, it is better. really better. haha.. i am comfortable until i dare to sing. hahahaha~ ** i think he drove better den the taxi driver where me, van, Hy and winnie took cab from ikea to china town... the taxi driver was jerking every where on the road~ make us all feeling giddy and feeling like vomiting.... =.= Thursday, May 04, 2006 HAPPY BIRTHDAY! to Mama and Papa~ for May 4th~ ------------------------------------------------------------- i am having a stress week ahead of me! It is bloody stress! dun ever think tat block time table is good. cos onli like one or 2 lessons ongoing for 3 weeks. but the hidden truth is that u dun get to Digest the things u had learnt. is like... you CANNOT think or digest at all. the lecs will throw u the stuff, by wadever means u can think of, the next day you have to submit sth. and you HAVE TO submit because of the tight schedule!! think i am gg CRAZY soon~ ** i dunno wad is gg on with pyschology, cos i nv had a decent class or rather to sae know the peeps in my class cos of the Public Holiday! -------------------------------------------------------------  CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? i DREW this~ it is very hard to draw in perpective. esp to keep the proportion! and believe me~ i am not train in this area~ Tuesday, May 02, 2006 y school so fast start. i haven rest enuff. and things are moving too fast~ very hard to adapt. haiz. |
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