Tuesday, March 28, 2006

i am so sick of being accused wrongly.

it has always been like tat. esp by adults (a 19 yr old girl not consider as an adult bah.) . it seems like they will be always Right.

in this sip company. i am wrongly accused alot of times. unlike other side jobs i did. i cant show my anger too much. yucks. i really hate it. cant wait for it to be over..

there was this once, an auntie took photo of sample using the d-cam. as the d-cam is shared. and dunno wad happen. the photos are deleted off. den like a mad woman, she ask ard. den when she came to me she ask me if i deleted the photos. i told her no. den she continue with issit. and i reply a ya politely. and she sae, if nxt time want to delete photos must ask first. FUCK.

wad is worse is when the lady i am attached to ,
she: if next time the cam is full or sth, must ask them if they still need the photos or not.
me: i didnt delete.
she: ya. i noe u didnt delete. i just remind u.

FUCK. Ta ma de. i am really angry lor. because this is not the first time. but this is the worse. i had been ren shen tun qi for so long. damn it. and i got no choice but to go on. n till this day. i am still bearing with all these nosense.

i can still remember so many times. at work especially.
a promoter from a lingerie brand accuse me of not scanning her id when i did scan her id but did not scan her id for other items tat she did not serve (the purpose of ID is for commission.) and she make a din at my counter and keep on wanting to touch my counter (pls lah. counter got moeny duh. if money lost is she paying?) den she even went to my chief cashier there to complain. yes. she is an AUNTY .. -.-'''

a stupid malay girl sae tat i am slacking when she did not ask me to do things. n i wasnt even slacking. because tat i onli work in weekends, i am not sure abt wad they are doing. if she need help, she can jolly well ask me. not scold me. at that time i had been working continously for wks without rest. a few moment later they ask me to pass things to another outlet. i ran down the shopping center to cry. i am wishing tat someone is there for me. i am wishing someone to bring me away.

so sian. i think i am not gg to go on. 说没完的,太多太多的故事。。。 令人回想起来就觉得人很可怕。。。 我每换一个环境,就越来越害怕接触人。。。

真的不知道要怎么样应付人。。。

希望就这样睡去。。。 一辈子不要醒过来。。。





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